My site is down

My site (http://slvrdlphn.com) is down. Restoring it should not have been a problem except, for some reason, my hosting provider cannot find a backup for it. And I, sadly, don’t have one either. Waaaah!. My posts go back to 2002! I already lost my posts from 1997 to 2002 and now it looks like I am losing even more of that. #greatsadness #bloggerwoes